I broke the promise.
I pulled out some porn and masturbated to orgasm tonight. I was a little mad at her, but not THAT mad. I'm not even sure, now, why I did it... I'm ashamed of myself.
I wish there were another adult in this family.
Heck, I wish there was ONE adult in this family.
It was a stupid promise to make in the first place. It was manipulative. I hoped that if I told her it was hers alone, that she'd value it more. Not likely.
::sigh::
I hate my life.
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