Tuesday, March 18, 2008

People tell me I'm great.

People tell me I'm so brave, so noble, so virtuous for staying in this marriage, for doing the 'right thing'. I really don't understand it. Often, I feel lazy for letting the status quo go on for so long.

I read this today.

Sex is fleeting. Striving for it is what causes me this pain. So... is it lazy to let go of the need for it, and let it come if it will?

I'm not brave. I'm not noble. I'm just getting by the best way I know how, like everyone else.

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